It’s on!
Been feeling very splintered and generally over the place lately. My response to this was to consciously remove such neurotic thoughts and get my head back up and SHINE.
But, in the process, i have been holding so much in, so much that i’d be angry at something or someone and instead of letting it out and informing that person, i’d keep it in and try to not put my needs b4 those of others (you know, avoiding impatience which simply is putting your needs b4 those of others and is not a healthy feeling/thought) so anyway, in that whole process, there’s been a lot of tangled thoughts and feelings and emotions! hence my frustration, basically the clarity levels have been at an all time low. this left me questioning my standing. so i have decided to rekindle the journey within, i know that true answers come from inside i.e. our gut feeling, intuition or our inner selves. I have been presented with a situation where i can actually do this, focus inside, on myself, question me, discover me and then i’d be in a better position to respond to the externalities. So i have decided that in order for me to be able to reach inside, i will do a sort of self-assessement/cross examining to find clues and answers to this splintery (LOL). I am thinking i might blog about it elsewhere because of the level of privacy such disclosure needs. but i might just blog here, don’t know, let’s see.
