Loving me
So am reading this fab book called ‘ur err.o.neous zones’ and no it’s nothing to do w/ what ur thinking, it’s actually erroneous as in error? as in what keeps u from rising and shining! So i started it 2 nights ago and i literally felt elevated! The chapters i read so far are about controlling ur thoughts and understanding that you own ur thoughts and have the power to change so much in ur life just by changing ur thought processes, which is so true. Making sure ur thoughts are always loving and building ones. Anyway the other chapter talked about loving urself and the importance of loving u. I mean, i know i’ve read alot about the importance of self love, but i can’t say i have particularly mastered the act, i generally love me, but not at all time, so am working on having a conditional loving of me, even times when i feel disappointed in my actions! Like all the time, having a grounded basis of loving me regardless of the time or season. So that, am working on.
When i think about it, i know that deep down, i am a wonderful soul, i do and that’s what my focus should be all the time and even times when am in doubt and worry, i should understand that i am a good person, end of story, case closed, who’s next? So i plan to document regularly on my fabulousness. I don’t know if i need to get into the whole this isn’t an excuse to be vain or narcissist, it’s just me learning to love me first, so i won’t go there.
