3:06 Friday, 23rd
Ahhh oui, it’s sports time! La, i love it. This week went by so fast, don’t even know how it got to friday so fast, oooouu wi! Anyway, i have a cold that i have been pushing pushing away from me, it’s not fully come am sure this is due to my healing resistance. I am in love, with my new attitude, with my consciousness… with my path towards a healed and whole person! love it. Ra. I don’t think i’ll swim bse the weather is she-e (shitty in coc.kney) - might go to the steam, but really, do i think spending the last 3k i have there is a smart decision? think not. Anyway, so let me search my drawer, might find some money there. 1 sec. Nope, nada. Shit, damn. What to do. Ahem.
Moving on
I think i think a bit too much about food, some habit that needs to go, along with thinking at all. But the food should go first, kind of like the chicken and the egg scene, remember when that happened? Ha.
What would the world be like without questions? imagine how laid back and easy going things would be, no sweat. lol, but how backward as well? Hmm. Am confused. Does that count as a question? Well i know that does.
Right, so confidence, non-consumable thought, books, warmth and a new closet are what i need, from this day forward.
LOL
i do crack myself up, i seriously do. Was reading archives, well 1st off, been 4 yrs since i started blogging! Cannot believe it actually caught, bse this was like the 5th blog i started and thought it’d be one of those. OH thee, self-doubter. Shake, shake it off! Well, well… so the archives totally crack me self. They do, lol. I keep schooling myself on me. Lovely.
Do i need to go into a whole paragraph of how am not narcissist, but just learning to love me and appreciate my flaws? i think now. so moving on.
Omg, i totally saw… peeped a colleague’s back today during lunch, tis haiiiiiry! damn. ohhh dear, i fear for him. So whats it like when he’s showering, like does he use soap on his back, or does he shampoo it? like w/ conditioner too and all. Oh lawd. Forgive me for i have been bad.
What!
I got me a yog.a mat, liking it! Done yoga once on it tho, and i thought. Anyway, self doubter, off u pop. I shall practise yo.ga, often - still plan to be a y.oga teacher, seriously! love the idea, goes so much w/ me. Its so me. Wow.
Ok, so as much as i’d love to continued blabb.ing, actually scratch that, this is real talk, i have to find a way out of here. My current financial situation doesn’t allow me to just catch a cab, shit having no money totally strips u off ur freedom, but then again, am i not a firm believer in the free things being the best ones? i think so. So let me enjoy it - could walk there even… she-e!
Friday nice. Weekend better. Peace plenty.
Out am i!! ! ! ! ! !!
